The Testimony of Sheila
Hi! My name is
Sheila Broughton and I had a near death experience on 12/21/1977 as a
teenager (I was hit as a pedestrian by a drunk driver, flew a house and a
half and landed in the middle of the street). The hospital told my parents
all had been done and the only thing left to do was pray. While in Intensive
Care, I woke up and prayed to God to end my life. The pain was horrible and
I was mad at God because I had been taught that He never gives us more than
we can handle but He had messed up this time. This was more than I could
handle and I wanted to die. A glowing light came closer to me and I heard
the words, "No, I didn't lie to you. You can handle this. Go back and heal".
I got better quickly and was walking by high school graduation (my goal) and
made a complete recovery. I know a lot of people believe seeing or hearing
Jesus is a false spirit but no one knows what happens when you're that close
to death. I know in my heart it was Jesus comforting me in the worst time of
my life.
It seems like ever since that, the veil was lifted and a door never closed
and I have been vulnerable to both good and evil supernatural experiences
ever since. In my adult life, I opened myself up to demonic influence by
associating with men who practiced dark arts, trying to teach them
Christianity because I felt like a warrior, having gotten so close to Jesus
during my accident, that I was invincible. But like a co-dependent dealing
with an addict, you'll never win alone without God's help. That drug or that
demon is too powerful to fight alone. I also have to admit that I had a
great curiosity about their beliefs and lack of Christian knowledge, was
reading New Age material and doing astral projection meditations... not the
strongest armor for a Christian.
It started again in 1988 when I saw a demon with a pony tail of fire who was
half man, half woman and positioned himself in a mocking crucifixion pose
every time I mentioned Jesus. He told me to draw him so I sketched him for
awhile and then he said, "I'll be back." Nothing else happened until 2004,
but it was sporadic and not taken seriously; like a Ghost Hunters episode.
It was a curiosity more than anything. We had shadow people, and I saw The
Hag and a vision of a dead girl in the refrigerator. I also collected 3
nights of EVPs which turned up two nights of silence but a third night of
weirdness that scared me to no end. Voices, definite whistling and an angry
beast at the end. I resolved to never do an EVP recording again!
All was quiet for a year and we moved into a bigger apartment in the same
complex. I ran up the stairs and shouted to the kids that it was clean - I
didn't feel any evil vibes at all. I was so happy. But by 2006, events began
happening that escalated into a nightmare that included "virtual surgeries",
automatic writing from "them" on the floor, grass and on my skin. It was
usually threats against my children or "move" , "get out", "leave" or
"you're going to die". One time I asked , "who are you" and it spelled out
on the carpet "666".
I went to my church several times for help. One night I attended a healing
service where the priest puts the sign of the cross with holy oil on your
forehead. When it was my turn and he did this, my whole body shook so much
that it made my dress shake. My body did not like it. Another time, the
priest levitated on his tip toes and then off the ground. He said to me,
"Pete will have a piece of you too." I left my bible there; I ran out so
fast! I believed they had infiltrated the church and I had no where to turn.
My family thought I was going crazy and couldn't handle it. Luckily I have a
psychiatrist who is spiritual and believes the evil can get in first,
causing schizophrenia-like symptoms and he combines medicine with
spirituality. I know from reading Paradox Brown's new book (a great read!
good job!) "A Modern Guide to Fallen Angels and Demons" that she doesn't
believe in pharmaceuticals. My doctor believes in both, seeing that God
created man to be smart enough to create these meds to get the dopamine
levels back to normal (thrown off the charts by the demons) but God truly
stops the demonic obsession.
One night I tried to befriend "them" by kissing an alien entity on the
shower wall. I heard a gasp of horror from somewhere. I got out of the
shower and doubled over in faintness. My head cleared and I stood up and
heard. "I am you" and I answered, "I know." I got the impression that
whatever they did, it was a huge accomplishment for them. I wrote left
handed for the next 2 hours and couldn't walk right or chew right...
everything didn't fit in my own skin. Everything about me was wrong. After a
few hours I was told by them to go lay down. I drifted off to sleep and was
back to normal when I woke up.
After an excruciating virtual surgery on my eye and brain, followed by a
small seizure and an electronic buzzing of my body, so strong my metal
lighter repelled away from me, I saw radio waves off house rooftop satellite
dishes and leaned to the left when I walked under street lights and lamps.
It was that night that I had what I call the showdown. I went to a hotel so
my children would be unaware and I called the spirits out for a final
confrontation. I couldn't take the "virtual surgeries" or sexual attacks by
familiar spirits any longer. I was on the hotel room balcony looking at the
moon and stars and 3 helicopters that just hovered pointed in my direction.
Suddenly the sky went black. The moon and stars disappeared but the
helicopters remained. I knew it was time so I went inside and laid down on
the couch. On the ceiling began a written dissertation about how I hadn't
been such a good Christian after-all and yes, it was Satan behind the
torment. Just as I was about to give my soul to Satan in return for his
promised protection of my children (a lie I realized at the last moment!)
Jesus spoke to me and said. "Sheila, you don't have to make a deal with
these guys, You and your children are protected." I ended the torment by
saying, "I choose Jesus!" The writing disappeared from the ceiling and
exhausted, I went home.
We had the house blessed with holy water and a prayer session for added
protection and we have been demon-free since then, after a year and a half
of torment.
Praise the Lord, we have been demon-free ever since. Searching for support,
I found The Curs-ed Net interview with Zen Garcia and I learned about
FallenAngels.tv. It was sheer coincidence(?)that I found it on iTunes. When
I became a member of FallenAngels.tv, I was overwhelmed to find others like
me, especially those who knew that evil could be vanquished by calling on
the Lord Jesus Christ.
I have since learned of many other shows and web sites that address this
problem and I have learned so much. If I can help even one person deal with
this phenomenon, it will make my misery and torment worth while. This is why
I want to share my story.
Thank you,
Sheila Broughton