Hear the 	testimony of Nicole on               "The Curs~ed Net" Radio Program
               
Joe,
			Here is my testimony 			for you.
			When I was age 5 I saw small gray in bedroom in house, daytime, woke 			up from nap with my Mom and looked in a full length mirror and saw 			gray on floor looking out from under the bed, could not process what 			I was seeing, thought it was a child, or an old bald man, then could 			not categorize and thought it was a monster. Was not having a dream, 			noted at the time this was not a dream. Thought of touching it, but 			was scared it might bite me or have teeth. Was scared, curled up by 			Mom and went back to sleep. Remember asking her if she saw anything 			after I woke and nap was over.
			My Mother remembers me asking her if she had seen anything strange 			after the nap.
			I remember telling my parents a year later, after seeing ET at the 			movies, that I had seen an ET in the bedroom. 
			My mother remembers me telling them this about age 6. My feeling at 			the time was essentially "Darn, I could have had a fun adventure 			with the ET but I was too scared, I am so dumb, I missed my 			opportunity."
			Had night terrors some as a young child, around this age, remember 			woke up at least 1 time dreaming about a multitude of bugs, looked 			at the wall and thought I saw bugs crawling on it, lots of screaming 			and it woke my parents up. Also was insistent on checking under the 			bed and in closet for monsters. 
			
			skip to age 12-14 liked my bed mattresses on the floor with no 			frame, skip to age 16-18 had frame again and memory of this event 			when I was 5, still checking under bed for monsters/aliens. Habitual 			routine every night or I could not sleep. 
			
			There were no "alien abduction" events from ages 5-20, that I 			remember, though many other supernatural/paranormal events which 			could not be classified as "alien abduction". 
			
			I became a born-again Christian Age 20. 
			In trying to understand many paranormal things that happened to me, 			while reading the Bible, asking God for understanding, the Holy 			Spirit seemed to tell me that the alien experience I remembered from 			when I was 5 tied into the Bible in the verse "And I saw 3 evil 			spirits like frogs come out of the mouth of the dragon and the beast 			and the false prophet." So I realized this alien was a demon/fallen 			angel. I have done much thinking and research on understanding how 			the "alien" phenomena fits into that verse since then.
			
			Age 23-24 one day noticed I was habitually tounging this hard bump 			inside my mouth, and realized I never used to do that, and realized 			this bump was something new. It was a hard under flesh spot on the 			jaw bone, could not be a flesh growth like a tumor, and I could not 			figure out what it was. 
			About 4 months later I was watching the Karla Turner DVD I got from 			Alien Resistance, along with many Ancient of Days conference DVDs, 			and the Holy Spirit really seemed to make Turner's statements on 			automatic or nonvoluntary repression of abduction memories (ie 			fallen angels have control over the repression and there is no 			personal choice in this repression), and also the ability for later 			recovery of these memories. This struck a chord, and at this point I 			started having memories come back of an "alien abduction" 			experience. Some of the memories were more body/sensory, and some 			were visual, some was pieces of conversation. Altogether, what 			happened went something like this:
			
			My eyes were shut and I was paralyzed and felt drugged, sorta like 			one might feel when very drunk but without any burning or nausea or 			dizziness. I felt like I was lying in bed on my back, I thought I 			must be in my bed, I looked to the left, open my eyes, expected to 			see my significant other there, he was not, I didn't see my bedroom, 			instead I saw a concrete gray room, the light extended out a little 			ways, but most everything was in shadow, I could move my head and 			looked around, I saw three grays standing over me, 2 were kinda 			holding me, another was moving around some. I was intrigued watching 			all this. They were not causing pain... but then they molested me 			some, And then there was some telepathic conversation... 
			for the most part it was really annoying/irritating and also it was 			hard to focus. I tried to move, but I was paralyzed... eventually 			they got out a big drill and stuck it in my mouth, it hurt, I tried 			to ignore the pain and think about something else, but it really 			really hurt, and I think I eventually blacked out from the pain.
			
			Anyway, once I remembered this, I placed the event to having 			happened in late Dec of 2006. And looking back, I remembered I had 			been reading on AR somewhere about 'seeing things out of the corner 			of your eyes moving' preceding an abduction, and remembered I had 			been experiencing that happen within a week of this abduction event.			
			
			I am thinking it was May or June I started experiencing 'seeing 			things move out of the corner of my eyes' again one night. And I 			realized I might soon have to deal with another abduction 			experience, even though I knew what it was... I knew it was evil 			spirits... so I got on the AR and then your CE4 website right then 			and read the guide to self-deliverance on there, and verbally 			rebuked outloud in the name and authority of Jesus Christ. Just what 			is written in the guide to self-deliverance, "The Lord Jesus Christ 			Rebuke You, The Lord Adonai Rebuke You! ..." And I stopped seeing 			things move out of the corner of my eyes. 
			I haven't had an abduction experience since, that was May/June of 			2007. 
			
			Also about 2 months ago I had a very real-seeming dream. In the 			dream I woke up and my husband was there sleeping, and there was a 			decapitated alien gray head in between us in the bed. And I felt 			like I couldn't talk, but I kept trying until I rebuked it in the 			name and authority of Jesus Christ in the dream. "The Lord Jesus 			Christ Rebuke You!" Then I dreamed I woke up, and was telling my 			husband about the dream (still dreaming though) and when he was 			acting weird I realized I was still dreaming, and finally really 			woke up! And then I really told my husband about it. Real-seeming 			dream within a dream within a dream, I have no doubt demons were 			attacking me that night. I know this is part of what I have heard 			you talk about with the 8 R's, the 6th R is Resist, "when it tries 			to come back, resist it" this is because it will try to come back, 			this is typical and normal, they do try to come back and you need to 			show your resolution to continue resisting them. 
			
			I also vaguely remember a couple other abduction experiences, both 			are fuzzy on details.
			
			As for the bump in my mouth, after believing for 2 years it was an 			implant, I came to realize it is something called a "tori", and lots 			of people get these (who aren't abductees).  I believe these fallen angels 			maybe could have caused it to grow there, but they also might not 			have. It could have been there already naturally, and I might just 			not have noticed it at first.  I also think fallen angels could 			play on pre-existing things like these 			in abductees to strengthen the belief paradigm that these are real ETs from another place, biological entities of some kind, its all 			just part of the deception to get people to think they are "aliens" 			instead of the fallen angels that they are. So it could be I 			experienced a drill in my mouth, just so they could get me to think 			this tori that was already there, was an "implant" that they put in.
			
			I know I no longer need to be afraid of them, or worry about the 			"implant", which may have had nothign to do with the experiences in 			the first place, and Jesus Christ protects me from 			them harassing me or violating me in that way anymore. Jesus makes 			it so I don't have to deal with them anymore, He keeps me safe, and 			I trust Him in that, I have Faith in Him to do that, He has done 			that, and He is so Good! 			
Thank you so much for doing all the work you do to let others know that they don't have to keep suffering from abductions, that Jesus Christ wants to help them be set free from these attacks. God Bless You.
-Nicole
		
 



